Tell The Reason

Here we are
Hats off to the hopelessness
Patience
They'll be filling in the spot you leave when the time
Comes for you to make the list one name longer
Everything is in its place but unaligned

Counter to the heartless execution of our usefulness
I strung together something from the crash
Anything will do to simply prove to you
That this was all but just for nothing even if you're

Laughing at me
Laughing at me
Laughing at me
Laughing at me

Comically impart virtuosity you don't believe in whatsoever
Just a pat to your own back for all your flaws
Partial to the actuality of every circumstance
It shows with each and every moment passed
Wallowing in self created fences you constructed
To avoid this heap of shame that you've amassed
Seeming to be endless, your endeavour to be seamless
Is a mission of you pissing in the wind

All this tension just collects through the roof in the room I've rued
To be left in remoteness and remember nothing new

I'll be damned if I'm just here to be a deprecated demonstration
Of an example shown to only draw towards, the lowly
Nefarious seductions that allure
All while my character, is desecrating
Dissipated into the distance
Viscerally, ripping at me since the beginning

When the question arises how I've derailed
Tell the reason you left me, alive
I'll die when you allow me to