Nine - Demo

Hey
It's been a while
So many days
Since I saw you smile

Hey
Its been a while
Since I saw you
Without feeling vile

Hey
I'm not doing great
The pain
It won't go away

Three
Years its taken me
To get
Within an inch of being the same
As I used to be

And I
I don't really know
What I'm supposed to do anymore
Or where I should go
For help
I know that I need
But those three long years have taken away the person that I used to be, so

Hey
I hear you're not doing great
You're stuck
Holed up in that place

Hey
I'll see you again
I promise
This time you won't be in pain

Hey
I'll keep your dressing gown safe
I swear
Its better this way

Six
Years of our lives
To end
With you not alive, and me not even feeling a thing

And I'm
Sick of not fucking crying
Until it all burns up inside me
And I'm left out on a drying rack
With my
Shitty fucking emotions
That don't make sense
Just like I can't make friends

So I'm
Thinking that I might leave here
Leave everyone alone
And run away from home
Heights
I used to be scared of
Now I'm falling in love again
Because I want to feel something

Hey

Hey
I'm not doing great