ridin with my demons

I woke up late night and I'm thinking about my reason
Making lots of mad decisions if I'm staying or I'm leaving
Every time I keep getting older
I'm anxious looking over my shoulder
The choices that I made had fucked me over
That shit had me harder than a boulder
Now be the judge or the jury
I got no room left to worry
I'm just a man without a country
Feel like the world don't got shit for me
Only thing I did get is the constant pain
From the rugged people out their selfish gain
When they see my face but don't know my name
But when I offer help they be in my lane
Like what the fuck can I get some peace for myself?
Can't you see that I'm the one needing help?
I got demons that's all I got left
As you can see I really don't got much to give
I was mentally scarred as a kid
The world is just like a game no squid
You was telling me lies and you killing the vibe so there's is no time for this shit
I got plans to get me rich so you can suck my dick

Instead of fighting all my demons I stay riding with my demons
I stay riding with my demons
Man I had to count my blessing because they plotting and they scheming
Man they plotting and they scheming

Everyday I'm struggling. Can't get back on track
Feel like this shit done turned me heartless. I don't want it right back
I'm so easily angered and mentally damaged, it's because I'm black.
And this PC world going mad crazy so I keep me a Mac
That's why I'm so fucking anxious cause people talk about this and that
They'll cancel me when I'm speaking facts
But won't cancel my bank from not being fat
I got a lot of shit to say and I don't care about who's not feeling it
But that tea y'all want I'm not spilling it
I play my cards so know who you dealing with
Been too nice for way too long now I'm creating a wall on it
Get outta my face you all in my way and yo feelings I'm ducking and dodging it
The way I'm living I'm built too different and fuck this world I'll go raw in it
So I'll get me a saw and cutting you off so my phone don't be calling it
I'm still drinking Hennessy when shit get so intense
Tryna make a name tryna make a change it makes no sense
Want to enter my new life when your life is getting hard?
I'm gonna tell you this right here: keep that shit with you and God

Instead of fighting all my demons I stay riding with my demons
I stay riding with my demons
Man I had to count my blessing because they plotting and they scheming
Man they plotting and they scheming



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Writer(s): Michael Dean
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