I Apologize

This is why I cannot share my dreams
Mlk Shared his and it cost him everything
Jesus shared his and it cost him everything
Ghandi Shared his and it cost him everything
Joseph shared his and it cost him everything
I shared mine with and look what happened to me yeah
I shared mine with and look what happened to me yeah
I know that One day I'll pay the price martyrdom or suicide for rhymes that I write that I type where I pour my Soul out day and night When I get the sweats in my room and I cry When I have decision where I live or I die Do I Play it safe or fuck the city up where I ride
Probably not stagnant boys biggest fears that he would stay and Rot and not evolve Shoulda coulda woulda been the Man instead of fall daily affirmations to be brave and Stand tall daily declarations to be rich I want it all My toxic Trait Is I got what I need but I Want more
I'm here to fulfill the vision prophetic words spoken from my momma praying in the Kitchen with depression the Pressure leveled up when I accepted it's crazy how I can Lose in front of people and be winning it's crazy that fomo Turn to Jomo in a minute It's Crazy how the people left my side when I sent it
Yeah yeah I apologize
To my best man I wish I could've held your daughter I wish I chilled with you inside of the City a lil longer and Stayed here for a while And reminisced about the shit we done went Through so we smile to my family I wish I Would've seen you in that time twenty years Went bye and now we questioning why I Cried too many tears but I Ain't thinking bout That now
I'm on a different level like I'm spiking like I'm dopamine They love me I'm the hero and The villain samy sosa shit I'm on my way fuckin that shit up by the day a dozen donut Krispy Kreme your girl she know me by name
Wow
You lucky I'm a good guy Cause I been doing donuts round the town like HOLD UP IMMA SAY GOODBYE
I been lapping fools ON the track tire been a good year Lewis Hamilton Chillin pole Position with no fear
Sergio Perez won it for Guadalajara oh yeah Rags to riches selling tamales all in the Kitchen
Flip that shit for profit but now we profit from winning
Living like The King Kong man the myth Waldo I was found inside the crowd getting Rolling loud no tomorrow Didn't have a pulse but I have it now for the sorrow I been Blessed and I am stressed but God is working out my Problems
Jesus Christ we love you God Like Serving Mike I Follow
I crashed the plane on a plane Jane going wrong way with the wrong date with the Wrong time with the wrong Place with the wrong vibe with the shitty cab with the right View with the new new with the Kerry park with the Blue shoes
Alexander Mc
Queen joining the team look how we measure success from the people That wearing the chunkier Sneakers but have super low self esteem wow High fashion Just like Goyard I can see the light Roddy rich inside The box I'm looking like I wanna fly Higher IMMA strive way higher than they'd ever thought I'd GO Yeah may Have been a Shock to you but God already knew destined for the gold since I was baby boy with Baby chain Grandpa sold his Cartier I'll never sell my soul like that
So Imma Make a vow to you I promise to always be original to myself regardless Motha Fuckas doing and all the Shit they be plotting I was born original just to die a copy I was Born a king just to be an option So this the vibe of The young king that go Brazy Confidence through the roof and everybody hate me so imma say that shit loud cause I'm proud get yo money get yo bread up then get the fuck out Delusional tent city I live In Seattle Pike place Pioneer proprietary pastor preacher spiritual leader to mouth Breathas
I committed arsen just cause I need a heater i shitted on this building cause I need a Place to sleep on Space needle In the sky need a place to see from