Gator

Write to me as I forgot your name
Love is all so funny and yet it's all the same
A penny for your thoughts my dear
Please, you never share

My darling, my darling, I think of you all of the time
Your warmest laughter, saddest kisses, breath smelling like wine
It's almost as if time slowed down
I swear to god you never come around

Body behold your absence haunts my mind
Calloused touch, how I miss your skin on mine
Hold me close and fake your trust
And I'll follow blindly on borrowed lust

You said you'd never stay 'cause it'd do me too much harm
My sister can't eat citrus but it's tattooed on her arm
Grabbed my head shotgunned my words
I can't describe to you how bad it hurts

I can still see our ghosts dancing on the dining room floor
Still can't listen to bowie or look at baby blue anymore
I wish you would vacate my brain
The pining isn't helping with the pain
Your mom asked me if I'm okay
She said it makes her sad to never hear my name