HEAR ME

I had this dream, right?
And in this dream I was being held
I feel this warm embrace and all my troubles began to melt

But the shitty thing is everything and everybody else
Also fell away as my troubles began to melt

I feel like people stress
About death
And what is after

But if it's just a black void
It really doesn't matter

I just want to say goodbye
To my friends I want more time
To my foes I want more lies
To my family I want more

Fuck, I don't know
Feel like I'm trying to be poetic
But this is fucking pathetic

Avoiding evil thoughts
Channeling them into this song
But I feel like deep down
Under our skin we all

Bleed the same dark shade of
Red, we all have voices in our
Heads, and our bodies are decaying
Too, hear me and i'll hear you

Well let it be said
That what this feeling represents
Is a highly more intense
Version of that feeling you get

When you're bored and have
Nothing else to do
So you say shitty things that may
Or may not be true

Cuz I got the time
To assess all my headaches
I'm drowning in my work
Could be doing more but I ain't

I feel like i'm a waste of air
Waste of space
Waste of blood
Awaiting his heavenly grace

You think of words
To say when your bored

Bleed the same dark shade of
Red, we all have voices in our
Heads, and our bodies are decaying
Too, hear me and i'll hear you

Now I don't give a fuck
What you say I am a stoic, not really
I had some friends who nearly killed themselves, nearly

"What ifs" keep me up most nights
Imaginary shower arguments and fights

Everything you say or do
Gets to me eventually
I am in no way mature
Especially emotionally

If 'X' is the ground
And 'Y' is the sky
I have a feeling that i'll stay on 'X' 'til I die

Under our skin, we all
Bleed the same dark shade of
Red, we all have voices in our
Heads, and our bodies are decaying
Too, hear me and i'll hear you