Precious, Not Special

After the storm, pieces are back together
Less or better, smoking in piece with barely
Have the need to read the letter of life
Nigga I'm so on sight
So we need to say out loud, that I'm back
In this motherfuckin pussy
After all the suicidal thoughts that came as an idea
Then it was ideal
Thinkin' about it I should've prolly might kill 'em
And not me
I guess I'm not special, I'm a zombie
So stop using my name like you was praising God
Good but not enough
As I said suicidal thoughts, paranoia takes its toll on me
I thought I was special but realised I was not

I'm here to change lives and to pray Allah and to breathe
Because I guess I was made this way
Don't listen like you're Ye getting interviewed by the Sway
Nigga what's up with your attitude?
You're so jealous!
No it's not that I'm not
I'm just careful of the people
Because we couldn't trust the only ones
Precious I guess I was the only one

I'm not special but precious
Because my kindness, my advices, my loyalty just makes me so precious
I guess I'm not special
Last but not least I guess ain't nobody really special
"Even though you can change the world you still that gentle"
So what?
I guess this is human to be such a sentimental
It's not okay to say we have issues with our mental
Because everybody tryna invent things
Even though they're not diagnosed with depression

For two years
Cannot even go outside
And for two years
I saw many tears, I almost got bleeding eyes
And I'm not scared of people saying I was compromised
Cause I swear Dear
Nigga I see better than y'all asses

Nigga I see better than y'all asses