Why

Tired of waitin on the better days that never came
Things are just the same as yesterday, what a waste
Pills won't take this kind of pain away, no escape
Sometimes I just want to go away, far away

I'm so sick of people judgin me
Stop judgin me
They don't know what that shit does to me, not fun for me
I don't know what people want from me
What you want from me
Accept all of me or none of me
Not some of me

Here we go again another day Another day
I can't seem to catch a fucking break
I need a break
And the problems never go away
They're here to stay
Don't know how to solve anyway, but anyways

Why is everything so hard
Why is everything so hard
Why is everything so hard
Why is everything so hard

The light in me start fading when I was about age 10
And ever since the world don't make sense
What my purpose on this earth is
Is this life really worth this
I'll just make it worth it
That's why I be workin

Trying the pick the pieces up
I see them demons creepin up
Question every day if I will ever really be enough
Imma take the leeches off
Im busy trying to reach the top
Hell will be a feeezy pop the day I let them see me stop

Cuz y'all don't really support me
When I'm down and needed you
All of you ignored me
When you needed something though
You wanna fake adore me
I really should've foreseen

It's never about what you can do for me but what I do for you
Never took the chance to root for me but I would root for you
I really hoped that you'd come through for me
Like I came through for you
Guess you Got so used to usin me now I have no use for you

I'm no longer trying to impress
You bitches been pressed
Old me woulda had ya chin checked
I keep it in check
Imma check her but I'm in chess
Won't let the pen rest
You ain't sending checks with interest
You not my interest

Why is everything so hard
Why is everything so hard
Why is everything so hard
Why is everything so hard
Why is everything so hard
So fucking hard
So fucking hard

Two steps forward, three steps back
They say what you put in the world you get back
Will somebody please tell me who the fuck said that

Two steps forward, three steps back
They say what you put in the world you get back
Will somebody please tell me who the fuck said that

This world will turn a sweet person to a villain
Hurt them and corrupt their hearts with all these dark feelings
Make them feel worthless just because they're movin different
They want their voices heard but there's nobody there to listen
You can't put me in a box not made for me to fit in
So mind your business
Worlds already hard enough to live in

From every direction, all I get is rejection
From people who are deflectin
Away from their own reflections

From every direction, all I get is rejection
From people who are deflectin
Away from their own reflections

I want to get outta here
Im fighting through but I'm losing my mind in here

You know what
Fuck him fuck her and fuck you too
Fuck anybody who got a problem with the way I move
Fuck your judgement and your shallow heart
Fuck anything you do
Got no feelings
Got no fucks to give
No sympathy for you



Credits
Writer(s): Melissa Azeez
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