fatally finite

To long now this time has passed
Written far from life
This silence haunts me
Every moment I look back...

It's when memories fade
And this somber past so old
That lets you slowly drift away...

Self indulgence was spread like fire
I was lost, I was ready to die their
Now I know how hard you tried
You were keeping me from dying inside

Painful thoughts were breaking through
Until you were their to show me what to do
Still I would always make things worse
Putting my past and its problems first

Nothing lasts forever
And nothing stays the same
But my thoughts keep pushing on
I feel I'm the one to blame
And in all of this I stand
Still to find my place
Emotions set to far back
So weary drawn upon my face

Of broken dreams they showed
You knew this day would come
Shocked your past betrays you
Every waking moment gone

Regret my lips black with cancer
In truth ill never see the answer
A blighted future will now unfold
The only thing I'll feel is cold

Nothing lasts forever
And nothing stays the same
But my thoughts keep pushing on
I feel I'm the one to blame
And in all of this I stand
Still to find my place
Emotions set to far back
So weary drawn upon my face

You told me to stay strong
Without you this all seems wrong
Blindly I feel I cant go on
As your words turn to dust!

Deprived, of the only thing that mattered most to you
Your heart, tattered on the ground still beating and beating
Time deranged, descending
A feeling so strange
Now that you became a memory
I realize how much you meant to me

And now
The loneliness
Begins to eat away...
As my time runs out
And my life seems lifeless!

I've always been alone
And always been betrayed
The only one that cared about me was the one I could not save!

(The loneliness
Eats away
Leaving nothing left
For me...)

(The loneliness
Eats away
Leaving nothing left
For me...)



Credits
Writer(s): Stephen Vendittelli
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