I Forgot (If You Did)

Remember when we went to Seattle?
Took the bus free on the way back home
Alcohol was cuffed in your fist
I forgot if you did
Conversations richer than Gatsby
Wanted you more than you could have me
Out so late, your parents were pissed
I forgot if you did

Now, I don't expect you to recall
'Cause I know I'm a bit forgettable
But I get this feeling after fall
And I miss when we were a spectacle

'Cause if I'm honest
I haven't felt that way since, and in my closet
I still have all of your shit
I'll be real, I really can't make amends
For I feel I'll never feel that way again

Remember when we went to Seattle
Took the bus free on the way back home
Alcohol was cuffed in your fist
I forgot if you did
Conversations richer than Gatsby
Wanted you more than you could have me
Out so late, your parents were pissed
I forgot if you did

Followed everywhere you'd go, 'cause I'm not a leader
And you knew I wasn't much of a winner either
Just a lonesome ghost leeching off you to cope
Searching for your answers, unaware of his own

But I can't let go off anything
I'm like a God-damn drain in a kitchen sink
I tell my friends I'm fine, but I'm missing sleep
Sorry, I wasn't enough, darling, this is me

But tell me, do you ever see me too?
Fast asleep with dreams of what we'd do
Autumn nights, we smoked all our weed too
Back when I admitted I need you

Remember when we went to Seattle?
Took the bus free on the way back home
Alcohol was cuffed in your fist
I forgot if you did

These moments that seem to not buy rest
Each one in some crevice in my head
Long gone days in messages I sent
Locked away, but somehow I find them
Passing time that comes to no ending
Back when life was more interesting
Hard as I try to forget them, these memories can't seem to forget me