Expensive Pain

Yow Ayo ASTRO TAKEN MR THEYKNOW
Expensive pain one day my soul really just opened up
Yeah in my darkest hours my enemies rejoice not
I'm God's favourite weather you like it or not

I choose to keep it distant
I can't live with pretense
I've Been surrounded by fakes the real one are still around me
Let me tell you about myself I really come from nothing
If you knew my pain
I swear you would see I've been dying
Escaping depression writing my raps
I've been surviving
Expensive pain, expensive thoughts I'm no longer crying
I'm dedicated on my hustle I'm forever grinding
Been counted out so many times but I'm still shinning
I'm still moving
I'm still pushing
I'm still grinding
Don't be scared to ball spread your wings and keep flying
Im focused on my craft while they undermining
Mama raised a warrior that's why I keep fighting
It wasn't easy to make myself a name
I made a change in this game
Enemies it's what I gained
If it wasn't for SIMFA i wouldn't met DCP
Ever since I met DC my life changed for a better
I reminisce back in the days saying that I'm whack
But ZIRA D told them that it doesn't work like that
Nothing last forever all these poeple come and go so stop asking me
About poeple you don't see me with
She never loved the real me
She fell in love with ASTRO T
I'll do anything to protect my creativity
I'll do anything to protect my peace and energy
I've got no doubt this rap it's my prodigy
Yow,if you heart is full of hate
You'll never elevate
So you gotta spread that love out if you wanna be great

One day my soul really just opened up
Expensive pain expensive thoughts
Its what I'm talking about
I careless what they say about me
I blue tick a negative energy I'm verified
One day my soul really just opened up

Im still patient with the process
I'm working on my progress
If you my hater I will kill you with my success
I let them talk while I keep minding my business
I've been grinding without no hands the Lord is my witness
Always consider myself as one of the greatest
That's why I'll never let them take away my dopeness
Shout out to the niggers who stabbed me in my back
Now I know who to trust and who to put my trust in
How can you call yourself my homie but you on some jealous Shvt
I've been starving, you've been starving and I wanna see you eat
I'll cut you off if you come around for benefits
Real niggers in my circle it's all that I need
I've done good to the wrong poeple
I don't regret it I've learned my lessons
I know that this songs will raise lot of questions
I wrote what I wrote I had to impress my impressions

One day my soul really just opened up
Expensive pain expensive thoughts
Its what I'm talking about
I careless what they say about me
I blue tick a negative energy I'm verified
One day my soul really just opened up
Expensive pain expensive thoughts
Its what I'm talking about