Trauma

I been up all night with this KelTec by my side
These demons in my head, saying I might die tonight
I'm so paranoid cause I done seen the realest die
Gotta whole lotta trauma, yeah, plaguing my mind

Lotta times I can't decide
If I'm wrong or right
I been struggling to figure out how to live my life
My mama said she wondering if I'll be alright
Listen to me mom I'll be just fine
Sometimes
Sometimes
I start to realize
I see the signs
Everything might be alright
Maybe I'm just way too high
But it's how I cope with all this time passing by

I been up all night with this KelTec by my side
These demons in my head, saying I might die tonight
I'm so paranoid cause I done seen the realest die
Gotta whole lotta trauma, yeah, plaguing my mind

Lost my bro lost my uncle, so I been praying for my guys
I Know this shit get hectic, couple times I almost died
I know this world so evil, but who am I to say that right
I know I'm doing wrong all the fucking time
Lost in this abyss of sin, I'm so paralyzed
Fighting with myself yeah, demons on my mind
That's the only competition, I got up in this life
I don't know where I'll go, if I lose my soul tonight
I don't know where I'll go, even if I'm alright
All I know is keep pushing forward
I could see the signs
I just hope they're here to lead me right



Credits
Writer(s): Nazir Shabazz Coleman
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