The Story of Childhood Trauma

This is where it all began
At a young age
He never took the blame
And he kept causing me so much Shame
I was forced
To endure that divorce
And he hurt me with no remorse

I am passed that life
But the scars are imbedded deep Inside of me

Ohh now it has caused me to feel so numb
I so easily feel nothing at all
I don't know how to cope with my Life
So now all I do is fall

I now know why
I can't remember my early life
And now I'm left with just a strong Mind

Am I enough?
I can't tell because my memories so Rough
I just want to remember and have it Not be so tough

I forget the good moments in my life
All because he decided to belittle me

I keep avoiding how i feel inside
It just brings me down until I've Cried
I just want to see the happiness in my Life
And not feel the pull to disappear Into the light

And I realized a problem when I Forgot me
I pushed myself away and I forget What it was like to just be

I want to feel everything in my life
It's ok to just feel what is brought my Way

I want to live in the moment
Give myself space to feel the Fulfillment
I promise it's ok to not feel glowing
I don't have to worry about it Showing
Find inner peace within me



Credits
Writer(s): Caitlin Halig
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