cosmo

Ultraviolet skies
Bask me in blue light
As I try not to cry
While you walk away confused
All my friends drift to the side
I lose them day after day
And I cling to the ones I can save
Before im left with no one to say hey to

I feel like I've been falling down
Everyday since the dirt's been made
But I can't get back up
Cause I know i can't get used it

I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry

And you have me by the pinkie
And I'm holding on
Please don't let me go
I can't be alone
Oh I can't be alone

I'm locked out of every door I know
And I'll never get the keys back will I
We were slowly being torn
As life grew thorns
And things just got worse
But I don't wanna tear away anymore
I just wanna find some godforsaken warmth

I feel like I've been falling down
Everyday since the dirt's been made
But I can't get back up
Cause I know i can't get used it

I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry

And you have me by the pinkie
And I'm holding on
Please don't let me go
I can't be alone
Oh I can't be alone

Oh I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose you too

[I'LL DO ANYTHING,
BY THE WAY (REPRISE)]
Call me up on ur phone
But make sure that I'm not around
Cut me like a knife
But you gotta make sure
The blade's safe and sound

Your love is so purified
You don't know that
You are poisoning me with pesticide
I'm crying out for help
You're the only person
I've known for my whole life
Cause you don't wanna tell me I'm not right

I'm so tired of living with regrets
I think it's time to let gravity take me home
You have my number to call
So when I fall back to earth
You can make sure I'm not dying cold

You make it so obvious
That I'm not the one you adore
But let's be honest here, I'm your cold sore

Your love is so purified
You don't know that you are
Poisoning me with pesticide

I'm so tired of living with regrets
I think it's time to let gravity take me home
You have my number to call
So when I fall back to earth
You can make sure I'm not dying cold

What should I do to make you stay
Change my hair or fix my face
I'm a basket case
What should I do to make you stay
Change my hair or fix my face
Change my personality all the way

It feels so sad that you have to go
But I know it's for the best of us both
Cause I'm a parasite for you

Nobody knew including you
But I guess that's fine
Cause turns out you were a shitshow anyway
A shitshow anyway
With all the things you say

I'm so tired of living with regrets
I think it's time to let gravity take me home
You have my number to call
So when I fall back to earth
You can make sure I'm not dying cold

You let your hair grow long
Like someone in those old 2000s movies you love
I told you that it was wrong
To call me neurotic when you have your own tendencies

I was begging on my knees so long ago
Would you shut up before I go
Would you shut up before I make you go

It takes for a while for me to get over
But for the longest time
You made me feel like shit,
I don't think I'll ever get over it
You ruined a solid 4 months for me
And god even your friends would agree

Every time I see you in a picture,
My smile fades
Every time I talk about you,
My day becomes a shitty one

You are the sun, I guess, but
All the sun does is burn

It's six AM
I'm getting ready for the day
I think about the time
Where i won't have to put up
With your shitty face

"oh kind and sweet you are,"
You want people to say
But that's what you'll never get
When you keep acting this way

All my days were ruined by you
Didn't eat for about two weeks
Just shoved food down my throat
Then I would throw it back up during,
Like,
I don't know,
2:23

Missed all of the interactions I could have had
'cept for the ones where you hated me

Cause of your shitty idea
To make me feel like a fucking son of a bitch

You said I was a nuisance to be around
And be friends with

You're a parasite to your friendships
Well I'm sorry for being kind, I guess

If you wanted an apology, there you go

It's all gonna fall apart
You just wait
For January to start
I'm not the one
To set on making someone's life less fun

I'm just a hand-deliverer of karma
And karma's a bitch
You can't expect for shit to hit the fan
And watch it come back,
Even though it's not a part of your wish