Are You Satisfied? - Alternate 'Normal' Version

I'm trying to do what's best
Please don't fall into distress
I have to get myself together
Before I can make you feel better

I'm not surviving
And now I'm wrong
I'm not thriving
During the dawn

Why do you have to be so... selfish?
Do you give a... about what I'm feeling?
Can you hold in your bull?
Is this message sinking in?
Find a way to deal all of the cards
Do you truly believe I'm happy?
Don't you dare treat me like this
This is not about how you feel

I can't hold us both up
When I can't stand up on my own
How could I not erupt
When I've got no control?

I'm not surviving
And now I'm wrong
I'm not thriving
During the dawn

Why do you have to be so... selfish?
Do you give a... about what I'm feeling?
Can you hold in your bull?
Is this message sinking in?
Find a way to deal all of the cards
Do you truly believe I'm happy?
Don't you dare treat me like this
This is not about how you feel

Will you ever see the other side
And stop trying to control my life?
Or will I end up living a lie
So that your narcissistic... can be satisfied?

Why do you have to be so... selfish?
Do you give a... about what I'm feeling?
Can you hold in your bull?
Is this message sinking in?
Find a way to deal all of the cards
Do you truly believe I'm happy?
Don't you dare treat me like this
This is not about how you feel