Point Blank

So you've hurt me
So I'm dancing
On your grave now
So you've hurt me
So I'm dancing
On your grave now

Point bank, aimed directly at me
I don't know if anybody can see the things that been dropping me to my knees
Uh, point blank, stalking me when I move
I'm tryna get free but I can't lie to a parasite that's attached to my room
Uh, point blank, I don't think that I'm stronger
I'm not sure how long I can stall for, I know that I probably should call her
Yeah, point blank, if I don't change the path I'm on
And if I keep tryna laugh it off, I'm doomed to just keep on landing wrong
Yeah, point blank, always pointed at my face
I'm really boutta break, I don't know how to stay
Above the line of sane, I let it out the cage
Yeah, point blank, how do I attack a thought?
I'm always feeling lost, but I know what they want
For me to cut it off, be buried under rocks
Yeah, point blank, right up in my space
Crawl in my skin 'til I shake, hold on, don't know if I'll cave
I'm just so tired of being abused, mental's broken and no one knew
That's on me don't tell 'em the truth, 'cause I'm scared of what that could do

So I get up and fight everyday, say I'm fine but I'm far from okay
Gotta bury these feelings away, out of spite I just dance on the grave
'Cause I hate 'em so much for making me feel, I'd rather be numb, it hurts to be real
There might be no point in trying to heal, these thoughts are, still

Point blank, glued to me like a shadow
Feels like they have unlimited ammo, breaking everything leaving a black hole in me
Uh, point blank, feeding off of my energy
Until I don't have none left in me, is this what my life is meant to be?
Damn, the burden of wanting to be alive
It weighs too much for me to coincide with those who don't want me to go and die
But I'm a bitch and I won't pick a poison, live in agony with no joy and
Take the torture that's deployed inside my head or jump in the void of
Death

So you've hurt me
So I'm dancing
On your grave now
So you've hurt me
So I'm dancing
On your grave now
So you've hurt me
So I'm dancing
On your grave now



Credits
Writer(s): Joshua Alvarez
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