Sit and Wonder

I nearly died today
And my mental health is at an all-time low
As my self-doubt starts to show
I'm getting closer to the edge

Hello loneliness, my old friends
I didn't think I'd see you again
Now that every smile is fake
How many pills it will take to make sure I

Never wake?
Would any of you even cry
If I were to just fucking die?
Would be sad, I didn't say goodbye
Would you sit and wonder why?

My eyes are slowly start to feel heavy
Talking to my voices now isn't that funny
Maybe my existence is wasteful
Death would be blissful

I know I don't say much
The emptiness is all that I've got
My life is just a mess
I'm screaming for help
But no one can hear me
Maybe they're not listening

Hello loneliness, my old friends
I didn't think I'd see you again
Now that every smile is fake
How many pills it will take to make sure I

Never wake?
Would any of you even cry
If I were to just fucking die?
Would be sad, I didn't say goodbye
Would you sit and wonder why?

Would any of you even cry
If I were to just fucking die?
Would be sad, I didn't say goodbye
Would you sit and wonder why?

Feeling distressed
My demons are taking over
And I must confess
Lord knows I have nothing left
Throwing a penny down the wishing well
Sending my soul straight to hell
As fearing the reaper just makes it worse
I knew I'd never out live my curse



Credits
Writer(s): James Gray
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