If I Died Tomorrow

If I were to die tomorrow
What would I leave behind?
Who's gonna smile at the photos?
Who's gonna keep me in mind?
Did I have a life that I wanted
Or was I dreaming of lies?
How many would cry of sorrow?
How many would feel that I tried
To do the best with what I was given
Trying to find out what for was I living
You saw the hills but not the holes I was digging
Scared of change but that was all that I did and
I was never proud of anything that I've done
Soon as the tower was built, I hated it and I run
To grab a ladder to build another, the pattern was getting harder
And harder I tried to work more and smarter
Did it work out?
Lemme get you back to the start
I've finished my part, had a lot of free time
Thought of which target is gonna be mine
What would I enjoy for the rest of this life
Which tunnel's the one where I'm gonna see light
At the end of it, despite all things that were said to me
Discouraging me from my destiny
Turning myself against me, I felt that I'm my own worst enemy
Losing all hope and feeling helplessly
The words were shattering mentally
As if they know better than me about where I am meant to be
If I were to die tomorrow
What would I leave behind
Who's gonna smile at the photos
Who's gonna keep me in mind
Did I have a life that I wanted
Or was I dreaming of lies
How many would cry of sorrow
How many would feel that I tried
To help you out when no one else dared
Listened to you when no one else cared
If you need me, I'm there for you during nightmares
I made the mistakes, so you wouldn't be scared
To do what you wanted to do, but what if they stare?
Point their fingers at me and share
My failed attempts to all of their peers
Behind my back and push me off stairs
You have to push through, I know life is unfair
When you expect it the most, there's no snare
Tryna fit into a round hole being a square
But go for your dreams, it's worth it, I swear
I don't wanna die on the next day
I still didn't find the best way
To get you inspired, lighting a figural fire under yourself
And made you keep your head straight
I've done a lot but I've done nothing
When I'm on top, you know I ain't bluffing
And if I crash down wanna see you climbing
Then I'd know that my trials have brought something
I'm still in pursuit of my own happiness
But at least I know I'm on the right track
So screw them if they're gonna laugh at yours
The main thing is you're gonna like that
If I were to die tomorrow
What would I leave behind
Who's gonna smile at the photos
Who's gonna keep me in mind
When the curtain is calling
We'll say we're proud of our lives
For now, let's enjoy every morning
Be proud and happy we're here and alive



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Fomochkin
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