Lunar Thoughts

Uh, lately I just been keeping all my thoughts to my self
Aye
And it's crazy how they say I can't be living by myself
Aye
And it's crazy how you thought you would affect my wealth
Aye
Take a look at yourself and tell me how that felt
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When I told you we ain't equal
When I told you I ain't need you
Oh, baby
Last time played me this time you hate me
This time you hate me
One, Two, Three, Four
How many times more
Did I wait outside your door
You were the one I adored
Turns out you were a
Ooo I ain't gone say it
Took out my feelings I aim and I spray it
Flavor of my love I swear that you hate it
Product of our love that's what you created
Pain that's so powerful I couldn't take it
Pain that's so potent I thought I wouldn't make it
And our love wasn't clean baby you laced it
GTA baby I'm wasted
Darling how much time have I done wasted
And it's 1:00 AM
And I'm coming to terms with
All the thoughts in my head
Send them off in a spaceship

Lunar thoughts, Lunar thoughts
Lunar thoughts, Lunar thoughts
Lunar thoughts, Lunar thoughts
Send them off to the moon
Lunar thoughts, Lunar thoughts
Oh, Oh

1 AM thoughts I get lost
Pay no mind, what's the cost
Way too attached, hard to toss
Won't lie through my teeth, don't floss
Trying to live my life like a boss
Certain things I couldn't gloss
Gloss over
Tryna get right with no crucifix on my neck
I'd rather cross over
Getting back right on my feet
Cause I fall more times than October
I've seen what the drink do to people
So I'd rather just be sober
Driven like I had 3 rovers
Range of emotions, that I done experienced
Leave another human, act so delirious
Mask on my face, you could tell that I'm serious
To be continued, I had many periods
Picasso, I went through the blues
No serum needed, only truth
Don't rock with John Wilkes
But I kill it every time in the booth
Scatterbrain, let me bring it back
Stick to the paper like a tack
But don't attack, just let me be me
Pour a cup, down to the t
I was feeling opposite of glee
I was feeling opposite of free
I still took an L
Trying to get from point A to point Z

Filling myself, I was still feeling empty
Rihanna, I was more Anti not Fendi
People close to me find my silence offending
Really thought things was ending
Sometimes want to run away so no one could find me
Too many people confide me
But I do it for them at the same time
If I could get right the first time I would
But here we are at like take five or take ten
Take the ten along with palm of my hand
And I put it to the sides of my ears
Trying to silence my fears
Remove them from position
And put it together
My weapon for fighting the weather
I pray for better days
Trying to my change my ways
Trying to change my direction
Wanna sound different like an inflection
Super Saiyan, want to be transformed
By the renewing of my mind
How I'm using up the time
Moving like a mime
Let my action speak
Every day in the mirror, I'm asking me
What are you doing and where are you moving
Only thing that I know is impossible
But I'm really trying to get to perfection
At least a brother trying
Honesty under the moon,
Exposing myself before the sun shining
Got to keep grinding