I Should Have Never Let You Borrow My American Football Hoodie

Can I say
Everything I want to say?
Finding someone new
Is not my issue
It's that they're not you

I never meant
To fall for you as hard as I did but I'm not really sorry for it
It felt true
When you made it seem like we can pull through
Yet I'm here, alone
With nothing to do but think of you

Reminiscing's useless yet I can't help but keep you around
And I don't want to do this
I need to place myself in the ground
Not a single day passes where I don't think of you
But it's something
That I really need to do
And spider webs
Will form a new home on every picture of you that I own
And hide those beautiful eyes in dust

I find you
In every song I listen to
And I know
I was never what you wanted from the start
I noticed early on
I just hoped that I was wrong

It sounds bad
But I'm thankful that I never got to do anything I planned for you
It would have been a waste of time and effort and grow a fester in my mind
Do you know
How hard it was to hear from you that I did nothing wrong?
Do you know
How hard it is to see you with someone who made you feel low?
But how do I compete
With someone you have more memories with than me?
I just can't
So it's time
I say
Goodbye



Credits
Writer(s): Andres Hermosillo
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