Survivor's Guilt

I got all this guilt that I survived
Sometimes it kills me I'm alive when you're not
How am I alive when you're not

The blue of the sky don't look the same
I learned that nothing good can stay when you're gone
Everything has changed cause you're gone

Everybody's saying pain's the best kind of teacher
Lost everything I said I needed and I'm still breathing
I'm here but it's eating me alive

Asking why don't change a thing
Why can't make it better
There could never be a good enough reason
Asking why Don't change a thing
Why can't make it better
It'll never be ok I couldn't keep you

I'd take your place if I could choose
Would've been the death of you if it happened to me
Can't help thinking that it should have been me

I don't want to live in a day that you didn't see
I don't want to be a victim of this insanity
My hands will never be big enough
To carry the weight of us

Everybody's saying pain's the best kind of teacher
Lost everything I said I needed and I'm still breathing
I'm here but it's eating me alive

Asking why don't change a thing
Why can't make it better
There could never be a good enough reason
Asking why Don't change a thing
Why can't make it better
It'll never be ok I couldn't keep you

God forbid I forget what it felt like to see you smile
God forbid I forget all the magic that I had
God forbid I ever understand

Why don't change a thing
Why can't make it better
There could never be a good enough reason
Asking why Don't change a thing
Why can't make it better
It'll never be ok I couldn't keep you

I got all this guilt that I survived
Sometimes it kills me I'm alive when you're n



Credits
Writer(s): Rachel Siegel
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