Joking (hahaha)

I know I
Shouldn't get upset
That this didn't work out
Because you said
That this probably won't work out
But I guess I'm still
A little pissed
Because

You invite me to a party
And then you're not even here
And you have the nerve to ask me
Why it seems like I don't care
And now I'm in a room of strangers
In a place that smells like beer
And I don't even like this music
So I step out for some air

Someone passes me a joint
I take a couple of hits
And now I'm fucking high
This isn't how I pictured
I'd be spending my New Years' night
But
Maybe I was seeing things
Like texts that said
You were interested
That made me think
You were interested
I must have misread this entire thing
And that's pretty damn embarrassing

I know I
Shouldn't get upset
That this didn't work out
Because you said
That this probably won't work out
But I guess I'm still
A little pissed

Confused why you wanted
To share a bed
Saying it happens when you
Least expect
You're leaving me a
Complete wreck
It seems I've gone and

I've done it again
I've done it again
I should've listened
Paid attention
To the signs that I was in
Over my head
I've done it again
I'm sorry if I came off intense
Didn't mean to read so obsessed
I know you didn't mean any harm
I just tend to fall way too hard
For these things
But I can see you now
And you were just joking