Broken

I used to be a little better
Happy in colder weather
Could turn the gray skies blue in my mind

Could run a mile every day
But now my life's in disarray
I just want my Lego's back tonight

I never loved myself
But I always wanted to until now
Would say
"When I get old, I'll show you all I said"
But I was wrong

But now I'm broken
And everything seems hopeless
My future has been frozen
That door's no longer open
I'm on the ground crying
Slowly dyin'
Facin' my decision
To leave or go the distance
Cause now I'm
Broken

When I knew to write
My ideal self was in sight
But now that seems so far away

Now I just bullshit all the time
Can't stand up and draw the line
I just want you back again

I never loved myself
But I always wanted to until now
Would say
"When I get old, I'll show you all I said"
But I was wrong

But now I'm broken
And everything seems hopeless
My future has been frozen
That door's no longer open
I'm on the ground crying
Slowly dyin'
Facin' my decision
To leave or go the distance
Cause now I'm

If you were to ask me 5 years ago
Where I'd be right now
I'd tell you I would've just graduated from college
I would have a big boy job
And be married to the girl I was dating back then
I don't know what degree I'd have or where I would be living
But I could tell you it'd be the life I wanted
The life that I don't have



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Writer(s): Jacob Ellis
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