Last Words

Waiting and waiting for someone to call
Lie to my face I guess I'm all alone
Chill by the window I'm hitting my bong
Shit got me thinking like when am I done
Eternally working like I am the sun
Ride by the service like you two is dumb
Wait for your time I'll take you when it's done
They all look at me like I am the one
I am not shit, take a fucking sledgehammer to the bricks
In my brain break it off and when I miss
Imma get right back up into this
Now my worst nightmare is lurking in the mist
Telling me to fight fears I don't fight shit
Now you weak and everybody always coming up to this
And you wish you would've studied but you never really did
And I've been feeling fucking weak maybe come and take a hit
And it's been a few weeks so you think you've earned this
But you never really think nah as long as you in bliss
Everything will still be we can always reminince
Yeah I'm yet to meet my dreams but I know they're on the way
Coming up to fucking play bitch I'm waiting on the day
You would cower at the sound of everything that I would say
Yeah it's time to power down you were looking too afraid
I ain't working everyday I be waisting my time
Spitting these rhymes while I'm crying inside
Call up my mum and tell her that I died
Wait false alarm I think my brain is fried
I dont think I've ever been undesired
Tell me do you even know how to lie
I don't think I can exist I'm just tired
Tell me do you wanna take my life? (yeah)

Think I'm bouta give in, no I can't take this anymore
Talking down, you get bit, no no you will not just become
Anything you that you wish, I think I've been in here before
It's not how I wanna live, so come on (yeah)