three-faced

This is where the strongest version of me begins
Let's get started!

I'm not evil
I just too many met with toxic people
Didn't have a savior
To help me defeat 'em all scar makers
Been facing all alone
Always ends up like in monotone
Broke my bone of life
If I'm still alive that means I been struggling and keep holding on

Now I'm gonna make a confession
I decided to have more faces
If all of those could be depicted in color
it will be black, white, and gray nature
It very helps me ay
To face in each situation, ay
Yeah
So I don't need to face it alone anymore

This is my white side
It was my pure side since I was born
Usually used to interact with people
that I think they really good people
It's turned out I had wrong expected
The light had turned into dark slowly
The goodness became shrinks unwantedly

This is my black side
It's been created by time through
Whenever people not respecting my white side
I been always too much caring
Then fighting back of any negative things of
what people always said to me
I know it drains my mental and energy
So I did make new one

This is my grey side
This is my final personality, ay
It will always appear when myself
can't cast aside my real fear of reality, ay
I mean to confront of good people,
bad people, or even fake people in circle
My perfect face will react as like a statue with soul given inside

It means react automatically
Depends on how they treat my soul
Like I don't have attention anymore
On what is gonna be happened at any moment
Feeling static on emotions
Feeling worriless on everything
Severely exhausting
So then please just give me a break!

I have three faces
I'm a three faced
So no one can bother my existence anymore!