Revelations

As time passes, shit changes
I look at myself like a stranger
I second guess it, not knowing what to think
Losing my focus and the ship starts to sink
So I get to it, I do it my own way
Get after it, regardless of if I'm ok
Because I'm going through hell
My mind feels like I'm stuck in a prison cell
It's the thoughts that I keep to myself
Feeling lost, but I'm the only one left
I don't mean to trouble anyone
So I tackle it one by one
I'm crazy just like a lunatic
These thoughts that I need to politic
Some thoughts on some stupid shit
But it's myself, the one I got a problem with

Took time to sit back and think
The day to day had me close to the brink
Depressive thoughts and anxiety
Like damn, why'd you have to lie to me

Questions I ask myself, what am I doing right
I wake up, the day is another fight
It's my mind, trapped in many places
I trip and fall like I forgot to tie the laces
My own enemy, I need to own that
Lost and I don't know how to act
Finding a way to introduce me
Forgetting all the people who used me
Too many options get in the way of progress
My thoughts, I step back and process
Learning lessons as I go
I grow from the shit I did not know
So that's each day better
Writing this song like a letter
So the future me can look back
And say you're damn right I did that

Took time to sit back and think
The day to day had me close to the brink
Depressive thoughts and anxiety
Like damn, why'd you have to lie to me



Credits
Writer(s): Kristof Lilienthal, Shurman Reid
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