In the end i tried to save you

In a world full of wonders
Tryna get this bag
Tough life, rough story
Hope I make it lap
Cause feelings are memories
History is my center piece.
And I dont give a fuck if I die
From this recipe
Lost in the same cloud
Search to the find all of my fame now
Hope the pain,fades out
Living my life its all so grey now
All these stories, and all my worries
And i'm Tryna to escape the grave how
I just need a path
Hope dorothy, knows the way out.
Its everlasting, times just passing
Gripping to the fame
The features heaven sent
But I be stuck up in my ways
The Music is the vision
Never blind like a saint
Tryna keep my sanity
Recognize the pain Yeah
Pen to the pad.
It's the same old thing
From the Feelings of the plate
It's a goddamn shame.
Homie by my side
Shawtys wanna ride
Love aint shit, but a homicide
Time is of the essence
This shit is all depressing
Yeahhh
Anxiety in my way
Always stressing
Its almost like I'm running
I cant stop running
With no brakes
Full steam ahead
I dont know what to think
Forget about my problems
And i'm about to pour another drink
Yeah
Mind all fuzzy
Let me roll up and i stank Yuh

I wonder how you've been
Years, months and weeks and you still under my Skin
Ion even know where to begin
All the magic from my past it was always last
We can never last so we pretend
Pretentious when i come through
So precious tho you're different how i know you
Red roses pink skies and the waves are blue
Never had a moment but this one really still Holds tru
We different people living different lives
We see different worlds through very very Different eyes
For me i got winter, fall, and all the seasons
You got rainy weather and the sun, my favorite
Reasons
Sometimes i see you very different
Most of the time i wish i saw you very specific
All of the time i wish i knew what your going through
But regretting all the reasons where we met
You started a fire in my heart it was never ending
Made me realize the world is more and now i see
Myself in line trending yah
But i'd rather be in the back when we were kids
You made me smile you made me laugh
Remix the memory's the days were having fun
If i could go back to the years i will never run
Think about the time and this about this moment
Could be gone and gone
My hearts full of mostly love
And i be mostly happy
And I see you now and you know your really lovely
All the things come and go
Lately i don't know who i have been though
Yeah Dear you
I'm sorry that they left you on your own
I'm sorry that you're feelin helpless and i'm sorry that you're here alone
Sorry i can barely find out
Why the fake smiles have no doubts