With Rage

I wrote so many songs about you
And they're collecting digital dust
On my shitty laptop from 2011
So when I tried to self-medicate again
I turned into someone I don't like
I went on a bender that I didn't expect

Cause I was sweating in my shoes
Looked over to my right
Switched back on to my left
But the morning's just too bright
I'm too hungover to comprehend
Is there something wrong with my brain

Have you heard that I'm on pills, you heard I'm on cocaine
You heard I'm popping xans just to throw the pain away
You said you think I'm sad, you said I'm just depressed
You think I haven't screwed and that I just need some sex
I don't want to go outside, I don't want to stay in
If I could tell you everything I don't know where I'd begin
I think the next step for me is to walk into traffic

Because I was sweating in my shoes
Looked over to my right
Switched back on to my left
And all the lights were bright
I'm so fucked up and I just can't comprehend
Is there something wrong with my brain



Credits
Writer(s): Joshua De Leon
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