Half the Keys

I'm not holding half the keys
To getting where I ought to be, yeah
I'm not getting anywhere
'Cause I'm too good to even care

I'm not holding half the keys
To getting where I ought to be, yeah
But I'm not seeing anything
Where I have not already been

On the train I don't look out the window anymore
Going over the bridge
When it rains I don't dance in the street anymore
Like when we were kids
On the sidewalk I don't notice the cracks anymore, no
When I try I can't remember the reason
No more, no more

And I cry 'cause it's true
Yeah I die in my living room
Every night
And I cry 'cause it's true
Yeah I die in my living room
Every night

For a moment it feels like I'm living again
The way that it was
And it goes just as fast as I had it, my friend
The way that it does

I will chase that til I can't anymore, no
And the days are not for getting over with
No more, no more

And I cry 'cause it's true
Yeah I die in my living room
Every night
And I cry 'cause it's true
Yeah I die in my living room
Every night
And I cry 'cause it's true
Yeah I die in my living room
Every night
And I cry 'cause it's true
Yeah I die in my living room
Every night

I can't
I can't
I can't keep on going like this
I can't keep on going on doing nothing 'bout it
I can't
I can't
Keep on