stopped feeling a long time ago

A hard pill to swallow
You knew the whole time
While you were meeting my mother
You had someone else mind

I said you were trouble
You said i don't want to ever lose you
Did you mean any of it
Did you tell her all that too?

You were everything to me
And i was just an option
Never had a label
Just a valentine, a constant

When you want someone you mean it
For that moment till it's gone
But there's no warning for the damage
When you suddenly move on

You wear that stupid hat i gave you
More than you've talked to me in months
How dare you try to call me
And pretend this heartbreak wasn't what it was
I keep the sweatshirt in my closet
Only wear it if it's cold
You cant save me from how i'm feeling
You stopped feeling a long time ago

Letter signed sincerely,
Your first initial and a heart
I found it in my drawer
Last thing you gave before you tore us all apart

It gets dangerous when a best friend
Turns into something more
There's no boundary, just forgiveness
When they hurt you like before

You take no responsibility
For the wreckage that you leave
I was broken the whole summer
You didn't even fucking call me

You wear that stupid hat i gave you
More than you've talked to me in months
How dare you try to call me
And pretend this heartbreak wasn't what it was
I keep the sweatshirt in my closet
Only wear it if it's cold
You cant save me from how i'm feeling
You stopped feeling a long time ago

And here you are again
Just like i knew you would
Claiming you still care
After months i spent wishing that you could

Had to learn to live without you
What an unexpected turn
My favorite part of every day
Turned into pictures that i burn

I cant say that i blame you
You're not the first one to go
I'm used to it i promise
I stopped feeling a long time ago
(Outro)