Green - Live Acoustic Version

I wish it wasn't difficult
To sleep through the night
To peacefully wake up
With no dark rings around my eyes I
Manifest the thought of rising
Like the morning sun
But achieving that sounds like
The opposite of fun

I try to make my mark
In corners I carved for myself
Make a vision board of goals
That collect dust up on my shelf

But are these wishes far to reach
Or did I girl boss way too close
Waiting for the stars to burn up
Should I follow where they go

Cause the grass isn't so green over here
But it's blooming on the other side of fear

The grass isn't so green
Over here
But it's
Blooming on the other side
Of fear

I wish I was a morning person
Wish that I could stand up tall
I
Wish that I could fight
I wish that I could work
In an industry where I don't feel small

And I do a lot of wishing and there aren't any stars
In the suburb where I panic that my life will never start
And I did this to myself
Cause I know I like it safe
I better
Put on SPF so I could step out of the shade

Cause the grass isn't so green over here
But it's blooming on the other side of fear

The grass isn't so green
Over here
But it's
Blooming on the other side
Of fear

Can't market myself on the internet
And it stresses
Me the fuck out
Oh but it's my fault
I just need
To get a grip
And live with it
And not cower
At the thought of
Failure

Cause I do a lot of wishin'
But there aren't any stars
And someday I won't panic
And my life will finally start