all alone

I'm wasting my tears all alone
And the ways to my fears come and go
I just wait till I'm near a new low
Cause it's late and I'm here on my own
I wish you were holding me now
But these wishes are holding me down
Is it wrong that I wanted it more
Now it's late and I'm here all alone

All alone and I'm looking at the pictures on my phone
Cause I miss that wish that things were like before
I wanted to give love but I didn't know the meaning
And you wanted to be loved but you didn't like the feeling
Now I fall
You state 40 different ways I'm not alone
They're just 40 different reasons you don't call
And I got way too many things on my mind
I let you go I'm fine

And all my nights I been awake thinking about the ways that you hurt me
And all my nights I didn't want a reason to call

I'm wasting my tears all alone
And the ways to my fears come and go
I just wait till I'm near a new low
Cause it's late and I'm here on my own
I wish you were holding me now
But these wishes are holding me down
Is it wrong that I wanted it more
Now it's late and I'm here all alone

I don't wanna stay for the fights
But when it's time to leave and I'm looking in the mirror
Seeing two of me and they don't think I'm right
Never told a lie so I guess I'm not a sinner
I'm bitter I could be just fine
Holding on to nothing but it's hard enough to let go
Win or lose I made my mind
Now I'm lost in the storm broken losing my warmth

And all my nights I been awake thinking about the ways that you hurt me
And all my nights I didn't want a reason to call

I'm wasting my tears all alone
And the ways to my fears come and go
I just wait till I'm near a new low
Cause it's late and I'm here on my own
I wish you were holding me now
But these wishes are holding me down
Is it wrong that I wanted it more
Now it's late and I'm here all alone