A Note to My Younger Self (Don't Want to Talk About it Anymore)

While you sit here and reminisce
I'm trying to keep my conscience still
I don't know if you'll notice
I am not here in my body

And you're telling me of what I was
Though it's a blur and I'd rather not
And I don't know if your trying
But it feels like I am dying

And I don't want to talk about it anymore
I don't know why you chose to come to my door
No I don't want to think about you anymore
Don't want to hear what you should have done before

My lips are chapped my arms are bruised
I wish I never noticed you
I don't know what you're trying to do

You can't erase your broken ways
You fake until they can't escape
Find what's good and eat it away

What's passed can't change or be forgotten
And I can't forgive all your thoughts
You took my joy away from me

I've said it all a thousand times
Yet you still look through crooked eyes
I won't be a part of your lie



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Writer(s): Alana Loutan
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