Stupid Feelings

I, remember
When I laid eyes on you for the first time through a screen
I would look forward too
Your calls, your texts
Your status with no red
Found myself waiting by the phone

Reading, too deeply, into your tone
You don't ever text first
Do you wanna be here?
Baby I wont try to keep you here
I'm way, too hurt too
Won't ask you to stay tonight

Tired of your empty words
No grace, tonight Waiting for no one to call
Hate that, I was right
I wanted, to believe you were mine
Bury you deep

Pieces of me
I gave to you thinking you'd know how to hold
You grab onto him so fast
Hurts me in ways I didn't know
Why couldn't you see me like that
Baby was i just for show
You said you cared

And you enjoyed our time
That smile, ain't fair
I hope you both fall deep in love
Miss each others hugs
Sincerely, you're hushed voice
Won't ask you to stay tonight

Tired of your empty words
No grace, tonight
Waiting for no one to call
Hate that, I was right
I wanted, to believe you were mine
Am I built to be broken

Tear me to pieces and pieces and baby
I'm coping
With bottles of liquid flavored love
I don't want to miss your empty hugs
Why'd I give you my heart

Vulnerable and Broken
I want a new fresh start
Don't tell me you regret it cause
Was ready to give you my love
I was lookin for a reason not to go

Your love, your love, was too much to ask for