Changes

I say I changed, I know I try
But every day I look inside
I still got a ways away, got more to climb
I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah
I remember days goin' through hell
Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like
It never goes away, then I remember
Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no

I've had a guard around my heart for so long
It made it hard for me to see where I go wrong
Started believin' there's nowhere I belong
Hated the feelin', how it came on so strong
Chained, yeah
To all the guilt and the shame
No money, power or fame
Could take these feelings away, no, no
I had to live with my bad decisions
It's hard to give your, yourself forgiveness
The more I failed, well, the less I tried
That only made things worse in time
The days that I've wasted
On being complacent
It's hard to be patient
Goin' through these changes

I say I changed, I know I try
But every day I look inside
I still got a ways away, got more to climb
I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah
I remember days goin' through hell
Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like
It never goes away, then I remember
Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no

Rain down on me if that
Means I don't need to be sad for too long
'Cause it gets so lonely in my head
I start replaying everything that I've said
No doubt about it, I've wished that I was dead before
Don't wanna live no more
Lately, I've been thinkin' 'bout it, I don't wanna go
It's time that I move on
From places I don't belong
Hope it won't be too long
To see that I've come so far from where
I came from
It ain't over 'til its done
And I know that I won't give up
No, I'll be holdin' on
Just goin' through these changes

I say I changed, I know I try
But every day I look inside
I still got a ways away, got more to climb
I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah
I remember days goin' through hell
Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like
It never goes away, then I remember
Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no