Soul Cry

It kind of feels like, yeah, only pain in the inside, yeah, kind of feels like, pain pain pain
When I was young I had a bright soul, now my heart numb cause my life cold, got me wondering
what else I got to fight for, cause the story of my life is filled with typos, it ain't right, bro
Been fighting off the dark like a light post, staring at the sun with a grudge like where my life go

The cyclone of feelings got me feeling like a psycho, wishing that the scars that I obtained came from lipo
To get the weight off of my chest so I can breathe, when I lost my little brother back in 2019
I thought I said all I could say and I did the right thing, but now I only see him when he visits my dreams
But I don't know why, when things don't go right, eternal sleep seems to seep in my mind

but I hold on tight and I open my eyes and handle my demons and let my soul cry
Let my soul cry, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Let my soul cry, let my soul cry, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Blurry vision when your eyes got tears in them, we all got our struggles and how we deal with them

When it's from the soul, it never feels written, chats with my demons need that pen so I can feel different
Dark spaces make it hard for the train of thought, sleepless nights filled with panic got me all distraught
Need a bigger army for the battles that I fought, I done seen it all, but life keeps adding on
Uncles passing on life I was passed upon, seeing joy up in my face it probably means my mask was on

Mask off, seeing fear from my own reflection, swear depression is the deadliest form of weapon, keep pressing
Gotta hold your head up high, play the hand you was dealt and try not to question why
All the ones we lost are watching from the sky, lyrics on the paper, but tonight I let my soul cry
Let my soul cry, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Let my soul cry, let my soul cry, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
It kinda feels like, way, way back