Ripped Jeans

I don't want to die

Only had one pair of ripped jeans
And they ain't even came that way
I was popping pillys on the daily
Couldn't even feel my face
All my bros trapping now I'm pushing P
I don't even need a job I just sell beats
Bitch I'm still living good my plate ain't empty
I got to watch my back 'cause they gone envy, yeah

I don't want to die (Die)
But I can't stop imagining my life
Without the day dreams it's all the same thing
"Cause I had ripped jeans before it was mainstream, yeah
All this pain I feel inside
I look to my right and there's no one there beside me, no
I've been left here behind
Still I made it out I got success on my mind

Shorty used to think that I was groovy for the moccasins
I wasn't being trendy that was just my only option (It was my only)
Only had one pair of socks that I would keep the rocks in
Tired of seeing all my dogs up in the dog pen
I can't even lie I really been exhausted
I'm getting high off the smoke that we get lost in
So I don't have no fucking time to take precautions
Backstage medicating 'til I'm nauseous
If I OD just know it wasn't toxins
Already OD'd last year when it was august
Still my hearts whole when there's holes in my pockets
And still I worry 'cause I keep a guilty conscience

I don't want to die
But I can't stop imagining my life
Without the day dreams it's all the same thing
"Cause I had ripped jeans before it was mainstream, yeah
I-I don't want to die
But I can't stop imagining my life
Without the day dreams it's all the same thing
"Cause I had ripped jeans before it was mainstream, yeah
All this pain I feel inside
I look to my right and there's no one there beside me, no
I've been left here behind
Still I made it out I got success on my mind

All this pain I feel inside
I look to my right and there's no one there beside me, no
I've been left here behind
Still I made it out I got success on my mind

I don't want to die