Why Am I Waiting? (Intro)

Tell me why I'm waiting, for someone (yeah)
Who couldn't give a fuck about me
Tell me why I'm waiting, for someone
Who couldn't give a fuck about me
Ohh

So why am I waiting, why am I glazing
Why all the memories of us are amazing?
Why when I contemplate it don't feel the same thing
When I'm off the pills I swear I can't think
I swear I can't take them no more
The devil is a woman she's a fucking whore
This feeling in my heart I swear it's so sore
I'm tryna keep it cool I swear it don't work
So I'm thinking about you, I'm feeling like I'm Rue
The drugs that I'm taking, I'm feeling like I'm due
No work for the summer
I'd do anything to get an hug from her
But what have I become?
I feel like a junkie I swear that I'm done
I'm writing this music
But I don't feel the same way
I still can't get over that same day when you broke my heart
So I'm going home and it's raining on me
Waking up for that daily dosing
Maybe hoping I'll get a closure
The phone's beeping you say it's over
So how can I move on when feelings are mutual
We both loved each other I swear it's unusual
I swear that you got me feeling okay
When you said it's over I was like no way
So I'm sniffing these pills like it's cocaine
I don't wanna feel it again
Fuel myself up ain't no propane
Blow my brains out like I'm Cobain
I don't wanna be hurt again
Hop on my pc just to play games
Distract my mind from all of this pain
Pop a bottle ain't no champagne
Baby, don't leave me
And I don't wanna be that needy
I swear it feels like I'm grieving
Why the fuck you had to deceive me
Mislead me, you feel me?
Put that camera out and film me
I'm going through it again
Pop a bottle ain't no champagne



Credits
Writer(s): Inon Vanunu
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