Paranoid

Mmm turn the beat up just a notch for me
'Kay so take two of these a day
We're gonna see you in about two months
See how your suicidal thoughts are doing
Hey
I can't eat I can't sleep I feel tired and I feel weak
Been living with anxiety and I'm paranoid
When I don't try to be
And I don't eat meat still got beef
It's my time hopefully
Everybody so kind to me but still
I worry everybody just lies to me
And my GAD be weird like that
Them thoughts creep in uncleared like that
In the middle of the day I be feeling okay
Suddenly I feel afraid real fear like yeah yeah yeah
Oh hey look at that bro 2AM
Guess I go check on my kids again
Heart pounding five alarm sounding
Holding my breath while I'm creeping in and
My two little angels laying there sleeping
Seems all good man what was I thinking
Real dark shit in the night lies seep in
Real talk shit suicide might creep in
Ay look at that bro 6AM again
Snooze that 3 or 4 times tryna sleep in
Toddler up watching power rangers
Gotta go to work just ignore the danger
My car might crash kids might choke
Lose my job might have that stroke
My heart might stop worse yet get broke
Partner might leave me guess I'll toke
All just nonsense engineered content
Brain just crazy making up bomb threats
Best flow now y'all know no contest
Who though? Ghosty yo the bro god sent
Leave my thoughts alone and go mach 10
Central nervous overload my pen
Let y'all know the Ghosty bro top ten
Pass that dro befo' it goes rotten
Slit my throat watch me bleed
You'd probably set this young mind free
Been fighting for eternity
I have no fear don't question me
I can't eat I can't sleep I feel tired and I feel weak
Been living with anxiety and I'm paranoid
When I don't try to be
And I don't eat meat still got beef
It's my time hopefully
Everybody so kind to me but still
I worry everybody just lies to me
Wake up tight chest
Can't breathe no threats
Roll up check last nights texts
Deep breath then smoke my stress
I'm back to sleep and I know what's next
Catastrophe in my dreams no less
It's too obscene for TV I bet
My memories are unclean I guess
I'm sick of people telling me that they don't wanna hear
How you think it feels when I dream and see it clear
Try to look the other way still it plays between my ears
No succumbing to the fear no succumbing to the fear
Hit the court and drop a J hearing everybody cheer
Still I'm lookin through the stands praying that he isn't here
It doesn't matter where I go always looking to the rear
Hide inside a studio make the album of the year
Feel like I'm chosen feel like I'm frozen
Everyone knows man gotta go show them
Quarantine though man
Quarantine though man? Quarantine though man
Guess I'll stay holed in guess I'll get yolked then
Get 'em like whoa man Ghost got swollen
Come from the underground like I'm mole men
Run from the thunder sound when I roll in
Throat like handlebars while I choke them
Need new standards huh I'll show them
Son of Kakarot like I'm Goten
Fusion dance all over my foes
Super Saiyan Ghosty be dope then
Flows top notch and my word game golden
Any top spot that's the one I go in
Any top spot that's the one I I I
I can't eat I can't sleep I feel tired and I feel weak
Been living with anxiety and I'm
Paranoid when I don't try to be
And I don't eat meat still got beef
It's my time hopefully
Everybody so kind to me but still
I worry everybody just lie to me
I can't eat I can't sleep
I can't eat I can't sleep
I can't eat I can't sleep
I can't eat



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Writer(s): David Pruess, Jess Freeman
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