New Dawn

Eyes wide open
Whenever you're near
I'm counting down the days
Because I know what's coming
There's a point I know I'll break

Can you hear me?
Am I even calling?

I've lost all control
My blood flow is so cold
Finding no comfort in myself for a second

When you let me close
I'm afraid you'll push me away
Unless I push you away first?
Will it save me?

Waking up to the sound of your heartbeat
Ever running from the pain it could cause me
The anxiety set in, it shattered
Everything fell on top of me

I can't find the will to push you away
I just want you to understand

But there's no way for you to know
Because I can't find the right words to say
(Because I can't find the right words)
I just want to be there for one more day

Waking up to the sound of your heartbeat
Ever running from the pain it could cause me
The anxiety set in, it shattered
Everything fell on top of me

All the ways I want to fix things, but I'm just a mess
The walls are closing in faster and faster
The sky is falling, my skin's crawling
And it's so cold I'm sweating
But if I can't see the light, does that mean it's burnt out?
No!



Credits
Writer(s): Katie Garrod
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