I Rather Not

(Cause chaos)
(I'ma petrifyer)
(Mhmn)
(Here we go again)

I pray I don't end up in hell
I'll do anything just to make my pocket swell
'Cause I'm about to do something really crazy
That the Devil himself is gon' wish me well
I know many niggas that do laugh when I fell
I know many bros that they do wish me hell
But right in my front they pretend to be wishing well
It's about time I move outta this cell in hell
I wanna make mama proud, that is what am about
Life going in circles like a fucking round about
Voices in my head tell me what is this about
Lookin' at the mirror I see ghosts wandering about, ayy
God save me please, ayy, can you hear my plea?
Let there be light so all my Demons can flee
My kindness hurtin' me through my heart I Bleed
Am repaid with evil after all my good deeds

I rather not retaliate 'cause I wanna live
I wanna live but they wanna see me die
They just wanna see my mama cry
They better not
I rather not retaliate 'cause I wanna live (I wanna live)
I wanna live but they wanna see me die (they wanna see me die)
They just wanna see my mama cry (cry)
They better not

They said I changed alot, I said alot changed me
Burn off the old me just to see the new me
They told me that they feel me but they mock me
Fuck anybody who doesn't like me
"Red Black & White" now blue like a Genie
Runnin' outta luck, yeah, that's too meany
Pain turned my beanie while I was still teeny
Negative energy winning it's about to touch the ceiling
I pray I don't end up in hell
Cause I never listen, never listen to the bell
This is for everybody that said I ain't gon' make it well
Fuck that teacher - you never judged me well
You said - I ain't goin' be who I wanna be
Buh now, I am on the road to it (ayy)
Pray to God for journey Mercy
Now I am on ma kneels prayin' for blessings

I rather not retaliate 'cause I wanna live (i wanna live)
I wanna live but they wanna see me die (die)
They just wanna see my mama cry (cry)
They better not
I rather not retaliate 'cause I wanna live
I wanna live but they wanna see me die
They just wanna see my mama cry
They better not



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Writer(s): Peter Tofowomo
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