why's it so hard to say goodbye?

Every single day I'm fuckin' sleep deprived
Craving new ways to just stay alive
I don't have the courage to just survive
It's like my head going into overdrive
What do you think of me?
Why can't you set me free?
I promise that I'm not aggressive
Everything I do is so repulsive

These drugs that are bound to me
Why can't they just set me free
These drugs that are bound to me

Why's it so damn hard to say goodbye?
These feelings that I have are bottled up inside
Why's it every night I wanna die?
I laugh it all off with a big lie
Why's it so damn hard to say goodbye?
These feelings that I have are bottled up inside
Why's it every night I wanna die?
I laugh it all off with a big lie

Do you even know my name?
All you people sound the same
You shaped me into who I became
No I am not ashamed
Do you still think I'm a weirdo?
Do I still feel the fear? No
Sometimes I wish I wasn't here, though
Makes life easy if I disappeared, though

These drugs that are bound to me
Why can't they just set me free
These drugs that are bound to me

Why's it so damn hard to say goodbye?
These feelings that I have are bottled up inside
Why's it every night I wanna die?
I laugh it all off with a big lie
Why's it so damn hard to say goodbye?
These feelings that I have are bottled up inside
Why's it every night I wanna die?
I laugh it all off with a big lie



Credits
Writer(s): Mario Mendoza
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