Circles

Going in Circles
Circles and now I see that we were never meant to be yeaahh
Circles Circles if you didn't care why should i fight
For something that isn't there
Were just going in circles
Circles and now I see that we were never meant to be yeaahh
Circles Circles if you didn't care why should i fight
For something that isn't there

So many questions to ask
Not enough answers
Feeling selfish cause I still want you here
Somehow I'll manage
I been going through the motions
Emotions been doing damage
Gonna struggle but forever I love you forever family
Got me reminiscing hitting parties and chasing chicken
Manhunt throughout them Brett street bloccs
You know the vision
Didn't have to ask who's with me
Cause Brodie was always with it
Never had to ask who get me
Cause Novi would always get it
Crying while I'm writing takin time to talk to your spirit
Only hoping that you in this room to hear it
I ain't felt this kinda pain since Deej died
And you know it cause you feel it
So I use music as medicine to heal it
I have this type of tension in my body since you left and I can't clear it
Gotta explain to Ky as to why boo can't make appearance
After all these cherished memories I'm hurt bro
Can't explain how this hurt goes
Til we meet again ill be blowing circles just

Going in Circles
Circles and now I see that we were never meant to be yeaahh
Circles Circles if you didn't care why should i fight
For something that isn't there

This kind of pain be ever revolving
Be an infinite battle between accepting that you're gone
And hiding from it all
There are no still days
I am either racing towards the reel of memories we built
Or fleeing a haunting flock of grief
Regret circles my mind like vulture
Preying on every why
Every what if
Every day I wish I could pivot back in time
Circle around to our last conversation
To the final time I saw you
Hug you a little bit tighter
Talk to you a little bit longer
Losing you was a painful reminder
That we never get the hours back
We are just left with the moments captured
And so we hold them
As tight as we should have held onto you
And we play your songs whenever we miss your voice
And we gon' loop this track
And let it echo to the heavens
So God knows
You are still alive
Even in death
My brother
You are still alive



Credits
Writer(s): Devine Johnson
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