eventually

You're initials are civil war
I gave my blood but you wanted more
Our history's a heart attack
Two halves of whole don't give me that

I don't care how long it lasts
Just get the hell out of my past
Eventually
There's not that much eventually left

You hunt me down shoot my stars
Our narrative was never ours
I used to think if I kept your things
That would mean you'd come back to me

But I don't want your big pink bear
So run your fingers out my hair
Eventually
Your sweaters won't smell so sweet anymore

We ditched the dance for a drive to the beach
Somehow more sacred cuz we weren't seen
From ear to heart I feel your skin move
Love is something you can never choose

I don't care how hard it hurts
But this time are your sure you're sure
About me
I thought you took me seriously
Tell me

Letters are pointless if their late
Your printed word could cause an earthquake
Goldfish in lockers will get stale
If you forget to address your mail

You know I love the words you say
But I'm sick of maybe someday
Eventually
There's no such eventually
Is there

A beast to me but a prince on stage
Where is she now to direct your pain
A beautiful battle a bomb on time
You're my white flag I resign

People change you're telling me
So tell me something I can keep
Eventually
I'll forget about you and me
Til world war three