Party of One

Everyone's got their friends from years ago
But mine was a manic and she had to go
Face her world from different eyes
Leaving me alone with mine
I don't have people who know me that well
I just have myself and no one else
When things get hard I'm on my own
On Friday nights I party alone

Don't imagine that we're close
Don't imagine all the things I want
Don't forget what I must know
I'll never be chosen up front

I'm a party of one
People come into my life
And go back where they came from
I'm my own best friend
All I've learned is that
Everything comes to an end
There's nobody I can call
Without feeling like
I'm talking to a concrete wall
All I know is in the end
They always choose their other friends

Maybe I have trust issues from all the times
I've been abandoned and told to survive
Face the world without my heart
The very thing you tore apart
Dozens of strangers flood my head
With all the memories of things they've said
Still their voices leave me fast
Since they always choose me last

Don't imagine that we're close
Don't imagine all the things I want
Don't forget what I must know
I'll never be chosen up front

I'm a party of one
People come into my life
And go back where they came from
I'm my own best friend
All I've learned is that
Everything comes to an end
There's nobody I can call
Without feeling like
I'm talking to a concrete wall
All I know is in the end
It'll be the same tragic story again

Don't imagine that we're not
Something different from the ones I've lost
Don't hold on to just one friend
Because you know they'll leave you in the end

I'm a party of one
Simply watching while the others have all the fun
All I know is in the end
They always choose their other friends
They always choose their other friends



Credits
Writer(s): Carrie Henley
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