Familiar Stranger

Woke up and looked out my window
Not homeless not broke gorgeous wife beautiful life
Still I feel like I'm missing something
Mind keep racing can't sleep at night
These voices louder than an army running
Emotions scatter like a bomb exploded
Got a notebook full of it while I write
Who are you just out of sight smiling Legendary right
My feelings lie like adultery no skeleton in my closet
They sit on my couch and watch T.V.
My demons stay beside me why you look so alarmed
That's why I stay home so distant so gone
My family need help in square rooms they sleep
Trailer parks full of guns full of drugs full of freaks
You couldn't live with the secrets I keep
Men die on their knees only tell by the life that I see
In the face of life I see death in the face of death I see life
The coldest of sweats have felt the hottest of breath
I feel it what's next I'm looking what's left
I'm lost in a daze confused out of place

There's a stranger in my mirror
Talk softly or their hear ya
I'm afraid of all these faces
Be calm and complacent
There's a stranger in my mirror
Talk softly or their hear ya
I'm afraid of all these faces
Be calm and complacent

Silence is the killer in all of us
Shoot me up lets die tonight
Or do I pick up the pieces that I have left
I'm guilty for holding you too close
Accept the feeling or cut the strings
Can no longer be a marionette
To my old ways

There's a stranger in my mirror
Talk softly or their hear ya
I'm afraid of all these faces
Be calm and complacent
There's a stranger in my mirror
Talk softly or their hear ya
I'm afraid of all these faces
Be calm and complacent