Abort Mission
It's tricky j
Maybe I'm a bad person, some might call me a murderer
But I'm feeling quite nervous, somebody create a diversion
Don't wanna write this song, nobody gotta hear about this
Gotta act tough, be strong, and hope nobody's listening
Scared to be alone, but I know, I gotta do this on my own
Words on my tongue, I speak, just to let you know I feel low
But what's the point? I can't cope, I'm walking on a tightrope
Hands on my throat, with anger and depression emotions are flowing
I'm a pregnant trans dude, feeling uncomfortable in this form
Raped in a public bathroom, I'm traumatized, feeling so torn
And now I'm trapped, I feel lost, I gotta make a tough choice
But how can I be okay with killing an innocent baby with no voice
Knowing a tiny being, is growing inside of me a little each day
It's got me feeling mentally ill, I'm drowning in my stormy rage
I used to talk about taking a life, but that was mine not a lil babe
I dunno what to do, I'm feeling stuck like I'm trapped inside a cage
I gotta have an abortion, abort mission
It's not an easy decision, just listen
I gotta do what I think is right, what is right
It's never easy to take a life, to take a life
Call it abortion, but to me it's more like I gotta abort mission
Went to the doctors then had a consultation in that lil tiny clinic
Now I gotta make the choice, so I started writing these song lyrics
But I'm at a point, I dunno what to do, except abort this mission
Just take the bean out, if I don't, I'll just regret not killing myself
Had the chance, and now, I'm waiting, let's just say the farewell
I don't wanna go through with it, I can't damn, I'm so overwhelmed
They don't get it, to them I'm a tranny, just thinking about myself
But no one fucking knows about all this shit I'm going through
No one fucking knows what it's like being a pregnant trans dude
I'll tell you it fucking hurts, see feel here, just step into my shoes
Don't you dare fucking judge me, coz you got no fucking clue
I know a lot of people think this is wrong, and maybe I am one
But now I gotta man up and be strong, bcoz I know this has to be done
And I wonder if I'll ever be forgiven, this ain't an easy decision
I'm afraid to say I've gotta have an abortion, let's abort this mission
Maybe I'm a bad person, some might call me a murderer
But I'm feeling quite nervous, somebody create a diversion
Don't wanna write this song, nobody gotta hear about this
Gotta act tough, be strong, and hope nobody's listening
Scared to be alone, but I know, I gotta do this on my own
Words on my tongue, I speak, just to let you know I feel low
But what's the point? I can't cope, I'm walking on a tightrope
Hands on my throat, with anger and depression emotions are flowing
I'm a pregnant trans dude, feeling uncomfortable in this form
Raped in a public bathroom, I'm traumatized, feeling so torn
And now I'm trapped, I feel lost, I gotta make a tough choice
But how can I be okay with killing an innocent baby with no voice
Knowing a tiny being, is growing inside of me a little each day
It's got me feeling mentally ill, I'm drowning in my stormy rage
I used to talk about taking a life, but that was mine not a lil babe
I dunno what to do, I'm feeling stuck like I'm trapped inside a cage
I gotta have an abortion, abort mission
It's not an easy decision, just listen
I gotta do what I think is right, what is right
It's never easy to take a life, to take a life
Call it abortion, but to me it's more like I gotta abort mission
Went to the doctors then had a consultation in that lil tiny clinic
Now I gotta make the choice, so I started writing these song lyrics
But I'm at a point, I dunno what to do, except abort this mission
Just take the bean out, if I don't, I'll just regret not killing myself
Had the chance, and now, I'm waiting, let's just say the farewell
I don't wanna go through with it, I can't damn, I'm so overwhelmed
They don't get it, to them I'm a tranny, just thinking about myself
But no one fucking knows about all this shit I'm going through
No one fucking knows what it's like being a pregnant trans dude
I'll tell you it fucking hurts, see feel here, just step into my shoes
Don't you dare fucking judge me, coz you got no fucking clue
I know a lot of people think this is wrong, and maybe I am one
But now I gotta man up and be strong, bcoz I know this has to be done
And I wonder if I'll ever be forgiven, this ain't an easy decision
I'm afraid to say I've gotta have an abortion, let's abort this mission
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Writer(s): Jake Vette
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