Flowers

My feeling's overflowing
And I don't know how to stop them
So I make a wall out of these tattoos and scars
Hoping they'll stop them
My eyes are a catastrophe
But I still keep sobbing
My lungs hurt and I can't breathe
Help me I can't stop coughing
My life is not a mess yet
But I think it will be
As soon as I close my eyes
I have a feeling I'll see
The Devil sharpening his knife
With the sins of this world
So I stay awake late up at night
Alone in the blanket half furled

If I die today, would you even send me flowers?
Would you sit by my love, confessing your deepest desires?
You and I would finally be here all alone
With the future not so bright, but the darkness unknown
The night is not half bad as they make it to be
It's the symbol of Love, a straight sign to be free
As the Poets say 'I love you to the moon and back'
Well it's the night itself that keeps the moon intact
My whole life I've been acting like I'm not in pain
If I die I don't think it's gonna be in vain
'Cause then I'll finally have to stop pretending it doesn't hurt
Every hour, every second, every breathe it doesn't hurt

I've got my mind racing, in this endless pursuit
Of happiness? Nah bitch, try solitude
Baby I was once so fine yeah, so innocent
But not anymore thanks to you, this ship has sank

Tell me, tell me baby do you ever see me in your dreams?
Sometimes my love
In your nightmares it seems
No, no it's not that
Well then what is it?
Go on, and tell me baby what is it?

You're the zenith of arrogance, it makes me kind of sick
And your narcissistic mind makes me wanna break a brick
I love you so much baby but it shouldn't be like this
I'm trying so hard please believe me
You're tearing me into little bits

Then why can't I see you make a move?
Tired of changing my own groove
Every time you are around
Why do I feel like I'm bound?
To my own insecurities
Forcing me to fall asleep
Whilst my mind somewhere in hell
Going beep, beep, beep, beep
Imma start a fight, Imma fight till I'm alive
Say whatever you're gonna say
But this bee ain't got no hive
The world drags me down
While you keep making me high
Well the world can suck my Dick
While you kiss my ass Goodbye!
Kiss my ass Goodbye
Kiss my ass Goodbye
Kiss my ass Goodbye



Credits
Writer(s): Aryan Basantani
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