Be Happy

They told me i should just be happy
So that's what i'm tryna do!

Yeah, they told me i should just focus on being happy!
But they don't know what i been through!
Yeah, they don't know what i been through!

Yeah, i know I said last time I was done!
Can't find happiness & I feel numb!
All these women scum!
They only hang around me for the money & drugs!
Getting tired of the lust, will i ever find love?
Will i die alone? Cause if so, then I've had enough!
Got my bro's, but they can only do so much!
I don't know how it'll go, but I'm headed down this road!
Fuck it I'm going alone!
I won't look back cause i'm headed straight yeah!
Yeah, this my redemption, i hope to see the white gates!
Tryna redeem my wicked ways, it's the only way!
Only way that I'll remain sane!
Everyday I wake, i been hearing voices in my brain!

They told me, i should just focus on being happy!
But they don't know what i been through!
They don't know what i been through!
Yeaaah!

I can never turn back!
Just know, I've learned my lesson yeah!
All of this possession, yeah i've really learned my lesson!
Yeah, i'm not that happy, but I know how to manage!
Yeah, i got a smile, everywhere i go, with a heart full of damage
People passing away, and i'm not sure if I can stand this!
Yeah, i thought God had his hand over this!
But I'm feeling like the devil creeped in!
And I didn't see him!
Now I'm feeling like things getting wicked every weekend!
What kind of evil did I let seep in!
Devil in my dreams, saying I can see them!
I really miss all my friends
Wish i could go back to when I was just ten yeah!



Credits
Writer(s): Moses Smith
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