Decay

I don't feel like myself
A songbird on the shelf
I fight to find the words to say
But no one listens anyway

I think I probably need help
Cause I'm too close to hell
I feel like I'm trapped in a cage

Someone wake me from this dream
I'll never fly with broken wings

I thought I knew what I loved
Who I wanted to be
But the higher I fly
It gets harder to breathe

Now Ive given my life
And I'm giving up hope
All I want is the strength
To come home

I'll put my heart on my sleeve
Until I have nothing left
Except anger, agression
Resentment and stress

Someone wake me from this dream
I'll never fly with broken wings

I thought I knew what I loved
Who I wanted to be
But the higher I fly
It gets harder to breathe

Now I've given my life
And I'm giving up hope
All I want is the strength
To come home, to come home

And the light is shining down on me, but my heart is heavy
I feel the wind between the trees, but I'm not ready
To face the fears of god's and king's, all born to die
But this grave of dreams was never meant to fly

I thought I knew what I loved
Who I wanted to be
But the higher I fly
It gets harder to breathe

Now I've given my life
And I'm giving up hope
All I want is the strength
To come home, to come home